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Originally Posted by impaul99  Mine would look like this:
Darkworking: +15
Lightworking: +15 |
When you mix polarities like that, you're going to get a lot of cancellation. In the long run your lightwork and darkwork will interfere with each other. It's extremely unlikely that you'll be able to keep them so contained. They can't help but interact.
For example, in your social interactions, others will get an intuitive hit that your motives aren't pure, and they'll be less likely to trust you. They'll get the feeling that something isn't right about you, and they'll hold back on bringing you opportunities if they have the chance to deal with someone with a more obvious polarity. Even darkworkers are easier to trust because their motives and actions tend to be clear and consistent.
As for the proof you seek, the only possible proof must come from personal experience. Words typed on a screen are only content, but lightworking and darkworking are about how you use your energy. Words can only serve as a pointer to the experience but can never effectively convey the full essence of it, nor provide adequate proof of it.
You seem convinced that mixing polarities is ideal, so "go big" down that path if you think it's best.
The most likely outcome though is that by mixing polarities, you're going to hold back on your own growth in consciousness because raising your awareness would actually threaten the delicate balance you're trying to maintain. Your dedication to your life purpose will be much less intense than it would be if you polarize. Polarization can lead to across-the-board changes to get your whole life pointing in a singular direction rather than having some parts of it devoted to helping you and other parts devoted to helping others.