[Shindra]

Now I think I've figured something out. I connected with my Dominator and meditated on the question, to see why a Dominator in the end acts quite like a love-polarized, how SR fits, how much a Dominator gives to get.

Dominator can get to a certain level when everybody are worshipping it. But it would need some higher-conscious people to organize it's empire.
Someone who is of high consciousness can supply a Dominator (really too important a person to not be spelled with capital D) with more power.
So they can get to a certain level with suppressing people, but to really get high up, they'll want their empire filled with high-consciousness people. All supporting all's power. Two (and from that logic, an infinite number) Dominators could live together by not interfering with each other and using each other in business transactions that increased the power of themselves. They would appreciate each other's contribution to their own cause in the same way they appreciated their own direct power.

It also seems pretty clear that the key to adopting SR is to use one, and only one, polarization for that task. 'Polarized problems solving'. I thought I knew that before, but I didn't really know it before I saw today that you can use *either* polarization.

If I were to do it with love, I'd use transcendence on the resistant parts of myself. I'd show compassion towards them, assure them that their needs would be taken care of in SR. As I gave love, the fear would disappear. I've experienced this. For example, the purpose of fear within me is to feel safe (run and hide), though unless I *give* it/myself that feeling of safety, I'll just keep feeling afraid and unsafe. I make that feeling of safety rise within me from me, as I am Source, awareness/consciousness.

To go into SR as a Dominator, use those feelings. That intense 'arrogance'. I am immensely important. I am awareness. Awareness is immensely important.
Imagine what it will be like to apply dark-polarization to SR. And get clear that SR would fulfill all your needs as a dark force.
To fill all of your egos with power. To raise them in high awareness, like building both this and that muscle of your body.

It is the one that is more important than anything else, *and* there is nothing else, all is consciousness.

So ultimately the goal of both polarities would be to increase the level of consciousness of all. Love-polarized would also contribute to the state of the empire. There is no conflict.
For everybody else who also didn't get it before now, I post this.

Knowing more about Dominator, I feel I know more about *both* polarities. I have raised my awareness, my wisdom.

Thank you Kingston. This has been a most profitable interaction.


P.S.
I have no idea what to choose right now
But at least I am happy as I can see both possibilites clearly. Both feelings (thinking of Love or Dominator) are fulfilling.