You said you destroyed your career... I just think you only lost a job.
In the past I also was in a job where I was harassed and finally fired because I did not align with corrupted practices. I felt horrible just like you.
After years passed I realized I did the right thing. Losing a job for doing the right thing shows your values, and ethics is attractive for some employers.
Go to Costa Rica, get a job at a call center.
Last edited by ar81; 03-12-2010 at 04:12 PM.