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Originally Posted by Michelle  It is shocking to realize that if I am truly honest - I am a darkworker on the verge of polarizing. I never knew. All this time I thought I was a lightworker who had not yet found the way, when what I was looking for was polarization that lightworking offered. |
If I hadn't met Erin 13 years ago, I'd probably have polarized as a darkworker myself. I was definitely headed in that direction. When I was going through my darkworker syndrome phase in my late teens, I had no qualms about lying, cheating, and stealing to get what I wanted. Of course, that behavior pattern led to an inevitable crash.
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Combined with subjective reality, it becomes clear that it does not matter which way one polarizes because in the end everything done affects the whole.
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Yes, in the long run that's true. In the short-term, however, the paths will create very different experiences of life. It's like traveling from New York City to Tokyo. You can get there by going either east or west (or even north or south). The end result is the same, but the experiences you'll have along the way will be unique.
I think the best way to answer the polarity question is to ask, "Which experience do I want to have?"
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My one question: does love exist for a darkworker? Is it then love of self which in turn is love of the whole which in turn is the same love a lightworker may feel?
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For a darkworker or a lightworker, love is a feeling of oneness with God/Source. A darkworker connects with the inner power of being God. A lightworker resonates with the outward creativity of being God. So a darkworker feels love by experiencing God's inner power, while a lightworker feels love by experiencing God's outer creation. Both are everpresent aspects of God/Source, and both paths are equally valid.