Judge45 is right. The desperation is oozing out and as long as you are there all the visualization and affirmations in the world will not get you out. You need to channel that energy elsewhere.
I was in this position a few years ago (4 months behind on the mortgage, lights about to be turned off, business on the verge of turning a corner). One day I gave up on the desperation. Wrote down what I needed to do in order to move forward. Put it in my God can. Then directed my actions toward getting out of the situation. First a friend gave me $100 dollars. Then we got a spike in sales from the business. Then I found the perfect job for my situation.
Trust God. Do as Judge45 suggested. Write down what you want. If you can't shake the desperation, start talking to God. Yell if you have to until you come to a point of surrender. The point where you realize that no matter what all things are working together for good. That your life will unfold as it should and that all of your needs and desires are met.
In Spirit,
Nneka
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