[Painter]

Thanks so much for your help.
I do some light meditation. But I am not well trained. I seem to be able to use other things in my life that help though. Walks in the forest. Communication with animals and the earth etc. But you have moved me to pursue it on a bigger scale. I do have a question for you. I recently ordered both a yoga meditation C.D. by someone I can't remember at the moment and a Ti Chi set by David Caridine. I also have The Celestine Vision meditations on C.D.

Do you think one of those would be a good start?
I have learned shielding since this experience, and can also guard my aura to a certain degree. I know about attachments too. But I also know I need a lot more work and experience. I spent many years in witchcraft practice and while I learned a lot and was quite good at it, my energy began to shift about 5 years ago. All of a sudden I no longer wanted to pursue it. Although looking back I feel as if my ego lead me there out of frustration with life and wanting to find a way to have power. I'm more mature now and realize those were not good reasons. My energy is no longer compatible with it. I felt strongly that I was meant for other things.

Just in the last few years I have begun to walk in another direction. Please allow me to point out that I'm being critical to anyone who is pagan or a witch. For many it is their life path. I'm only saying that at that point it was my path and now its not. Most pagans would say if that's they way I feel then I was on the wrong path to start with. I did learn a lot about energy work, healing and astral studies then, so I believe I was meant to be where I was then. But my course, my path and my mind and body are different know.

You also ask me what I would do if it did happen again. I really feel that I would not be in the dark as I was before. I believe I would know what was happening and fight it as I did before but with much less fear. Ya know, once something is exposed, be it a being or something deep within my mind, one tends to be less fearful. But remember, I didn't just lay there at take it with the second dream. I got up and fought. In my heart I can't say for sure what this was, but I will say it was a changing moment.