Cool man. |
I got a bit over-excited there. I do apologize.
It's alright, no offense taken.. It just made me question whether it was true or not.. Maybe some truth in it. The way you said "I used to think I was this way, but.." made it sound like you weren't really making an attack..
Basically, originally (about 4 months ago now) I stated I was all truth and no power, and I don't think it's that I have no power. It's that I give my power away, and also aren't open with myself about my passions. These are going by SPs latest posts "how you give your power away" and also "broadcast your desires"
I don't know if I am emotionally dishonest but I'll think about that one, I'm definitely factually honest though..
But it seems like serial killers, shoplifters etc. are probably very emotionally honest people, and possibly not factually honest people.
To prove it think of somebody you dislike and write down what you REALLY think of them. And also do it for somebody you put on a pedestal. (How much you worship them and want to be them)
I'll do this exercise sometime (not right now, as I'm working). But honestly, I have nobody in my life that I dislike, so I'll have to use people from the past.
I don't know if I am emotionally dishonest, but I've thought about the people who've pissed me off, and maybe they were pissed off because I just ignore them if they're acting that way, and nothing is more annoying than being ignored really, even if they deserve to be. Some of he more annoying people were that way because I didn't know how to deal with them, and just gave away my power.
Think it's really a matter of saying "what are my passions" and "am I living congruently with them?"..
I've been making good progress really, so plan on keeping making good progress..