*Laughs* So thanks to this post I went back to a message I wrote to the Universe, back in August, and what "I would like." I realised how timid it was, and reworded it, and I intend on seeing an awesome counselor next week.
I feel a lot more empowered, and now I realise that the way I worded it suits the way I'd not-had it... it was always something that was just out of reach, and I'd worded it in a way that made it sound like it was far away and not coming.
So, that's fixed up.
Ordering's fun, though. Maybe I'll go order some more stuff!