The ways you are talking about this girl scares me, and I am not even dating you. You probably scared her too. No woman worth being with wants a guy that is going to be so obsessed with her that he can't let go after YEARS and cuts himself to prove a point to her. IT'S SCARY.
I think you need to really consider getting your own head straight before you inflict yourself on anyone else. I mean that in the most concerned and caring way possible, I really do.
__________________ ~ Trina ~ Contrary to Reality "Yes, the long war on Christianity. I pray that one day we may live in an America where Christians can worship freely! In broad daylight! Openly wearing the symbols of their religion…. perhaps around their necks? And maybe — dare I dream it? — maybe one day there can be an openly Christian President. Or, perhaps, 43 of them. Consecutively." — Jon Stewart |