STOP.
weissichnichtwohin, it's dead obvious you're not going to listen to anyone's advice here, so why did you post?
Nobody can tell you what to do, but I will tell you this - if you hurt someone else, mentally, emotionally or physically out of your own hurt - then you're an ass.
Look at what you wrote yourself: '3 years~I still hate her, very much', and you're saying you love this girl?
This is not love, my friend. This is desperation. How long do you plan to let this go on? 6 years? 10? 20? 30 years?
What Angela told you is 100% what you need to hear even if you don't want to hear it, STOP, and talk to someone around you who can help you.
P.S. Here's the real kicker, if you can take it. It's not her you really hate my friend, it's you. And when you can turn that around one day to begin to truly love yourself, you'll look back upon today with real power.
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