I'm interested and need to think about this for a while. I have come a long way in this respect but there are still the pre-conditioned responses to certain subjects. I find that I am having to analyze my thoughts and decide which are truly my opinions and which are programmed responses. Until I know that, I find it difficult to broadcast my desires because I have found that sometimes they are not truly my desires but what is expected of me. I am finding a whole new person under all the layers.