[Indy107]

I'll try and make this short - I just feel so DOWN today. I believe in LOA, I watched the Secret back in October and it gave me a new lease in life. However the spouse was never into it - and constantly focuses on the negatives. Lately - with the press jumping all over the Secret - I have slid right back into my old negative, gloom and doom ways.

I'm self employed - I run a computer store - and I'm 3 months behind on rent. I can't afford it here - and my lease isn't up until October. I am so much in debt from starting this business it isn't funny. I have tried to think positive - knowing it would all be alright - but it is so hard to think that way now. The spouse is working 2 jobs to help make ends meet - and is horribly stressed. She's afraid we'll lose or house.

I have no idea what I am going to do. Not wanting to give up - I started another new business - a place blog - a month ago - and it appears to be a hit in my town - but I won't see any income from that - if any - for a year or so.

My daughter just married a guy who went off to boot camp and left her with all 'their' bills - and her hours just got cut - so she's stressed out too. And to top it all off - last night my pet parakeet died. I loved that silly bird.

Today - I've got customers screaming for their computers - I'm stressed to the max - I've got a splitting headache - I'm sad about my stupid bird - and just want to go crawl away somewhere and hide.

What do you - my positive friends - suggest is the best way for me to pull myself back up by my bootstraps and turn this ugly situation around?
Anybody? Help? I so want this to get better.

chuck