Honestly I got little out of those meditations - and I am somewhat of a meditation enthusiast.
However this whole darkworker experiment has been EXTRAORDINARILY INTERESTING to say the least...
I'm intending on blogging about it in the near future... I believe this - polarity that is - is incredibly potent if you use it correctly.
In my model - a darkworker is not necessarily more evil or good than a lightworker if you define people by their actions and not by their intent.
Infact you can be a samaritan darkworker should you chose - and likewise you could be a lightworker mass-murderer.
The only difference is motivation. A lightworker murderer (Hitler) would kill for the (in his opinion) good of others, a samaritan darkworker would help others for his own fulfillment (even if he rationalises that he's doing it for others, the key is that his core motivation is a sense of pleasure in himself).
I think a lot of people probably misunderstand that, and that's why they misunderstand polarity.
Now - there's no doubt that since trialing darkworker I have felt more intune with myself, better aligned with myself, more congruent, and finally more synchronised. I realise some of these terms are rather ambiguous but I'm not ready to extrapolate just yet.
All in all I feel much less conflicted.
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