Originally Posted by MyFutureSelf
I had the exact same experience, almost to a tee, with my own familly recently. It kind of feels like you're unlocking one of the many padlocks we've put on our own hearts. Its like it's easier to "breathe" now... but I don't quite know what to do with this extra breathe I have, I guess the solution is to keep breathing more and more deeply.
That is such a good way of putting it. You mean it spiritually, but I literally thought I was going to hyperventilate at one point this morning when these thoughts started hitting me. I had read and heard of other people having those kinds of reactions and always thought they were kind of cheesy. But that was how it was for me.