It gives new meaning to "the I of God" if you'll pardon the pun...
But, yes, I absolutely understand where you're coming from. It is a long journey to get to this point of understanding, and it opens up a view of an even longer journey... I'm glad the journey is so fun.
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People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves.
--Salma Hayek
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Adam's Peace