Thanks for your reply REI, i think i maybe adnrogynous as you said, i suffer from clinical depression since 12(21 now), and sometime ago(like 15 months) a therapist asked me if i was gay, at that point i knew of the very posibility of being gay, but all my puberty i refused the posibility of being gay, cause i formed an ideology of wanting to be with a woman since being a kid. Also at that age i had a sexual preference crisis.
Well since that therapy my thoughts are all about being or not gay, its like a ocd(obsessive compulsive disorder) which i think i have always had(other times been with something else) despite my sexual preferences.
That makes it harder for me.
Sometimes i tend to think im more to men than women, and that scare me the hell out of me.
Anyway if i discover im more into men than women, i would try to overcome that since i have women attraction and im free to choose my destiny.
I read that hormones(to be more masculine) just make it harder. Also that religion doesnt work.
But there may be a way.
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