Originally Posted by Wax Frog
I almost have to wonder now if books like this and TPP are designed to yield their treasures only when the reader is ready.
I ABSOLUTELY think this is the case. I swear when I re-read certain books I see things that were not there the first time!!! It's because we're such amazing creators, we put exactly what we need where we need it to be each time.
Senor Frog, I had an insight last night that might help you too as I think you & I have similar difficulties with trying to change the hologram when we feel like we're not "supposed" to be trying to change it.
I re-read Chapter 9 (I think the title is getting in the driver's seat). It is all about appreciation, and he gives a few small examples of how to deal with stuff you don't "like" in the hologram. You have to stop and APPRECIATE it...appreciate yourself for creating something so powerful and so very real that it convinced you that you were the complete opposite of what you actually are (limited as opposed to infinite). Appreciate whatever is in front of you, for being exactly where you needed it to be, for supporting you perfectly in playing the Human Game. Then appreciate the process of the creation, how you put so much power/energy into creating something that seems so real.
THEN you can go on and do the process if you like, but honestly just stopping and appreciating EVERYTHING that already is feels good to me. RS says this will lead to creating different things in the hologram, but honestly right now there is a freedom in just knowing that IT'S NOT REAL.
Hope that is somewhat coherent