When it comes to my childhood, I honestly cannot remember almost anything, which isn't good considering I haven't even reached 18 yet. This is due to something that occurred that I repressed, which I believe as a side-effect, went after most of my other childhood memories as well.
Last night, in fact, before I went to bed I was getting that wind rushing through my ears noise, the one that is often associated with things like astral projection and suddenly I recalled a memory from way back when I was either 3-5 years old range. My grandma and mom went out shopping and I was left at home, I can't recall all who was there, maybe my grandpa in another room, but I went into the master bedroom and was lying there when I started hearing voices. They were clear and full range and I could understand every word, it was different people's conversations, but it started to drive me nuts, most likely because I couldn't see people actually talking. I tried to bury my head in the pillows and even cuff my own ears trying to stop it. At one point it changed to shopping sounds and I could hear my mom and grandma discussing something whilst checking out. About 15 minutes later they arrived home, by then I was mess from the mess of noises and everything else.
Around that time, is when I believe I started blocking out my natural abilities, since I learned at a young age (around the same time as this happened) that things like that aren't "normal." So they just went away.
I also get those odd, really strong vibrations at random where I feel like I'm being pulled out of my body throughout the day. Or the ringing in my ears will accompany that.
I've had other things that take too much detail to explain, but I'm hoping that more of my past will be revealed to me.
I also found out recently my dad has had dreams of his past lives, foreseen his own father's death, and several other things. I guess it's passing along.
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