Originally Posted by On A Lark
Waxy, I am right there with you on the "faith and what have I got to lose" part. I can't explain it, but I know the BL information is what I am supposed to be focusing on right now. I guess part of me is dreading the non stop painful processes that RS described in the book.
TPP makes it sound as if the process needn't be of agonizing proportions, though perhaps the gentle approach also goes more slowly. I wish I knew.
Somehow I still feel like I am doing something "wrong". I guess it's because I'm wanting the hologram to change and I'm having trouble breaking away from that idea.
I have the same problem. The idea that my circumstances derive from, and can only be changed by acting upon, what I perceive as external reality is quite seductive, given the convincing intensity and stability of the experience. I expect this is one of the biggest hurdles, if not the biggest.