[On A Lark]

While reading through the thread on 68 seconds of continuous thought I kept coming back to the BL method, parts of which I am still grappling with but I keep getting this strong feeling I am supposed to come back to it and be persistent, so that is what I'm doing.

In doing the process, you are supposed to "dive into the feeling of discomfort". Is this what is meant by the idea that "What you resist, persists."? Is this really why we're here, to experience every kind of limiting feeling imaginable and the goal is to just stop and really FEEL it, so you can kind of check it off the list and move on?

I'm asking because in the brief time I've been working with BL things in the hologram have actually gotten a bit worse, but I am feeling better so feel like I might be on to something. Actually, what I mostly feel is profoundly confused and it's new to me, kinda thought I had this "meaning of life" stuff figured out but then considered the possibility that it's all just made up, none of it is real and there's NO rhyme or reason. It feels lonely somehow.