@Moonshadow: are you still putting blame on your spirit guides, god, the world, or the cruel universe for playing a mean joke on you? Do you blame them for how you feel?
Does that really help you, does it make you feel better?
Because you have a choice to be happy and drop the baggage you're hauling around on your shoulders. You've been torturing yourself for more than twenty years now...consider choosing differently, now.
If you want to discuss this more, I suggest you send me an email or a PM, so we don't take this thread somewhere it doesn't belong (or if you want to discuss this publicly, I suggest you open a new thread about it).
I'd like to help, if I can.
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