Update on my life :
she came over the next day, noticing this i went to my room and hide, because i was afraid and didn't know what to say. I didn't get to eat much and was in my room for a long time, feeling very miserable. Then finally she knocked and asked to talk to me.
"This is it, hope this goes well" i thought to myself. We sat opposite each other and i crossed my arms to try to appear confident and calm, but actaully trying to reason with my heart that there is nothing to fear and that it shouldn't beat so fast.
She straight forwardly asked "I just want to know did you scratch my car ?" At this point i had enough of ego and fear based thinking, I had already decided to do the right thing, i had just written a post on
honesty means courage, so lying now would be a contridiction on my values and beliefs, and i'm no hypicrite.
I straighten my back and said " Yes it was me, I did it"
She smiled and complimented me for being honest with her, she said
"I admire your honesty, you proved to me that you are man who takes responsibility for his actions, the truth is I already knew that it was you, its quite obvious really. I just wanted to see what type of person you are.
she continues
"I could have called the cops and report this is a threat, but i admire your honesty and understand the way you feel about my presence, perhaps i also didn't get to explain the whole situation to you properly and might have caused a misunderstanding, so i forgive you.
I understand that you must think i'm evil and trying cause trouble for your family, but let me explain ..... "
It was a long conversation, towards the end my fear died down and i started to talk more. I agreed to many aspects of what she said, my intuition would butt in from time to time saying
'yep thats true, yep yep, she's telling the truth, i can smell it'
Somewhere during the conversation, my intuition told me to apologise, so i said "After everything you said, i'm not sure wheather you were lying or not, but if what you say is true and that i have misunderstood somethings, then i want to say i'm sorry for the car " she smiled and laughed abit, kind of hung back at what i said, i'm not sure. I felt stupid after that but laughed it off telling myself i did good.
In the end the lady gave me her mobile number and name and told me to give this to my mum so she can discuss this further with my mum to solve the problem.
The fact is, my mother doesn't understand the whole story and fueled with rage and revenge, and perhaps misunderstood a few concepts, decide to call upon my royalty and love to do her bidding. My urntie doesn't know the whole story either, so having her own opion of who is right and wrong, supports my mum.
Maybe i'm wrong too, perphas the whole conversation yesterday was just a bunch of cleverly planed out lies deviced by that lady and my dad, who knows for sure, I'm just gona go with my intuition, since that's a part of me i belive i can trust.
I believe this to be a valuebale life experience that will shape the way i think and feel in the future, i now have more courage and motivation to grow further.
So its all good now, i am glad for the conversation, and feel fortunate for the way things have turned out, it could have been worst, don't you all agree ?