I guess you're right. I just get so annoyed and stressed everytime I go to these get togethers and I don't know why I should have to feel this way. Why should I be the one that has to miss-out on something that could be helpful in theory.
Anyway, I'm not going to go anymore, but I really hate holding my toungue. I don't know why, but I feel like there is such injustice with all this. I hate the bad guy getting away with it and looking like the good guy. See now I'm holding all this negative energy and I don't think I should have to, and yes it's easy to say, let it go, but I always let things go and it never makes me feel better.
I know why Mal doesn't go, it's because she's shy and feel she would be judged and you know what she's right!
Anyway, I feel a bit better just letting out my feelings on here.
Last edited by ellie; 03-11-2007 at 03:45 AM.
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