I am getting a sense, that you are gifted ourself in receiving things in spirit.
To continue to feel as if you are being attacked is much like saying.."This radio station keeps attacking me with it's broadcast". Well If I were feeling attacked by a radio station..I would change the channel.
I think you should consider that, you are possibly picking up these things without meaning to. Perhaps you need to learn how to turn off or change the channel on your internal radio receiver?
Are you keeping a journal to write about these experiences...the moment you awaken? If you aren't, I suggest you do so. Then, I recommend you read around the forums for tricks and tips to protecting your energy field...and learn how to turn this off...(or at least quiet it). Perhaps if you are researching from the frame of mind, that is open to the fact that you may be awakening some spiritual gifts...perhaps the fear will drop off altogether and you will actually enjoy the process. It is rare, that many people will gather and send psychic attack to one individual...and I understand this is mostly how "vampires" work..have you been playing with vampires? (or pissing off anyone in the vampire community?) and from what I understand..even they aren't all about negative energy..and rarely gather to attack anyone. They usually take energy from donors...and feel it is wrong to steel energy or negatively attack others. they really are alot more peaceful than one would assume...hearing the name vampire.
Learn about white light protection, shielding/filtering. It will serve you well. Once you stop seeing this from a "victim" standpoint and realize that you..yourself, can create a power that is much more damaging if you do not try to understand it...things should fall into place and some of that fear may drop away and allow you to get some authentic rest.
I really think you are experiencing "awakening", and not the victim of psychic attack. Of course, I could be wrong. But, then again..you could be too. Please consider it.
If you think you are under attack from energy vamp type people..your shield will be useless if you dont implement..extra security. they are like T-Rex testing the fence. it is best to segment that globe of mirror, that was explained by mynder...and make it like a disco ball..and make it multi layered..and then keep it moving..one strip of mirror at a time...like an ever changing ever twisting rubiks cube(and if you can make one layer all lines that are like waves..and the next layer in say zigzagz in opposite direction)...so that the layers are never lined up the same twice...this will keep them working to find a way in..and if and when they do...it changes almost just as fast as they can try a second time. If you are under attakc of a sort..this shielding method..should help. If it don't...it is time to regroup and try to consider..that you are pulling this energy in..and not necessarily being attacked by it. I hope this helps. If not..PM me..and I can try to find a link or explain it more detailed..so that it does make sense.
Last edited by codenamesmiley; 01-15-2010 at 07:22 PM.