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Originally Posted by John Wesley  I disagree that it isn't a decision though. I think making a conscious about light or dark can strengthen your motivation. A lot times, I waver on decisions. Part of me wants do something out of love for others, even though I know it goes against my self interest.
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I see it as a decision but not to stay polarized, but as to dedicate yourself to service. You can dedicate yourself to only yourself to start with and then expand that service later when you are good at it.
And while expanding your dedication to service you pick up all the atrributes of the darkworker in becoming a lightworker.
I may start with motivating myself to lose weight to satisfy my lust by making myself more attractive and once I feel that I get some results I will add the lightworker love of others on top of the original darkworkers motivation. That lust may have been the starting motivation and turns into more when I get results and find that I also can be motivated to lose wieght to be more energitic which will allow me to motivate others. All the darkworker's stuff is in a lightworker in a different form - a seed of a kind. It's not blending dark and light but a process that starts somewhere and turns into light while the dark pieces make more sense as expanded. Lust may turn into beauty for all.
Or one could stay motivated by lust, etc... Is that what is being said in this post/forum? That it's OK to stay motivated by being focused on yourself? Or rather that that is just as effective? Really? It seems that it would be most effective to start with darkworking and eventually take that into the light side to share it. What's the use of creating anything if it doesn't touch anybody but yourself?