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This is some sort of existential hedonism. When you understand why this is such a good, safe option, and accept the fate attached to it (there WILL be negative consequences), then you conquer your doubts. You become ENDARKEND.
Note that I am not at this level yet. I only have glimpse. Someone please improve if possible.
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This is an awesome thread, and I am learning a lot. When we think about
the "endgame" - can the path of darkeness lead to anything but annialation?
...several years ago, I was given the opportunity to polarize. I have always felt the path of God in my life, but had been thinking about my future life - thinking about "the end times" and the Anti-christ.. - and thinking - "gee - what if I'm the Anti-Christ? - i'm smart, good with people, a strategic thinker, etc. etc." - and was disturbed by that thought...
I was desperately asking God for wisdom (be really careful with that one)
and ended up collapsed under my desk (after burning both ends at a "dot com" in the late 90's and taking university classes) - I had a vision -
Satan came to me - and presented me the choice - I looked into that choice, and saw, in an instant, me becoming the Antichrist, rising to power, big fight with the forces of good - getting defeated - a long time in hell /pergatory -
and then at the end, finally being reuninted with God, and everything being all good.
My response was - "Huh.. ok, well, that's an option, but (now having experienced all this) - I think I'd rather just be myself. (and pursue what I want to pursue, as a being of light)
I then received the wisdom I was asking for - that collapse was the start of a needed break with reality (which helped in getting me out of a toxic situation) and then my story of life continued..
I suppose my biggest issue with the dark polarity is the potential causing of the enslavement of mankind (we're seeing this a lot already)
... and then whether, in fact, there may be a piece that's missing in those who choose a dark path - that twists themselves and their perception such that they're not able to actually _see_ things that exist, or are going on -
like Jesus' statement: "The light has shined into the darkness, and the darkness has not understood it."
I would love to hear your thoughts.