I had an email reading done in August last year - and I didn't really ask very specific questions.
I asked about my son's father, who is verbally abusive and controlling and I was having the hardest time breaking away from him (even though I had moved out 5 years previously).
I asked about my path.
And I asked about ghosts in my room which show up in pics as white orbs. Someone pointed them out to me on myspace.
My comments are bold
About Rod: They're saying you should be using your intuition regarding Rod. That you go back and forth between feeling what you should do about him and thinking what you should do about him. Yes, there is karma there in that relationship. What you need to learn here is that it's okay to put your needs first. If he isn't fitting in with your life plan then it's okay to let him go, or push him out if you have to. You deserve the best. Go with your gut on this one, they are telling me. This is a test for you.
Yes, I know Rod has been one of my biggest challenges and tests in this lifetime. I sometimes forget that and get caught up in the words that come out of his mouth and even take them personally. It is because of him that I have discovered a totally different way of looking at things and have been pushed to learn more and more spiritually.
I knew there was some sort of karma in this relationship... I did do a past life regression once and he was there as woman who I (as a man) had treated badly.
I don't quite know what to think of the feeling versus thinking part of this yet.
We'll get to the spirits in a second…
Words of advice: yes, they are telling me that you are not following your true spiritual path but you know what it is. You are allowing third dimensional problems and issues to keep you from taking the next steps on your spiritual path. They are telling me that you are very very attuned to the spiritual planes and that you know when your guides are talking to you. But now they want you to take action instead of just listening. Use your abilities to help other people. Oh, they are also telling me that you sometimes doubt your "abilities" and that it's time to stop doing that too. They're there, you've got em, don't be afraid to use them. And they're telling me there is a nice, quiet strength in you, and to use that as well.
I have had a sense that I am to teach people about joy, specifically women. So many women in this world live a life of sacrifice and are not smiling a lot about the way they're living! They go through the motions never experiencing anything but burden (I know all about that - I was there myself). I can feel myself "in the flow" when I'm helping people look at their lives differently and telling them its OK to do things for yourself. The answer I don't have is how do I support myself doing that? I know there is a way and I'm at the edge of discovering it but I'm not there yet.
Okay they're showing me a metaphorical image now. The image is of you holding a roll of raw cookie dough (like Pillsbury chocolate chip cookie dough). You're looking around to see if anyone is looking and then you just take a nice big bite out of the cookie dough. You feel like you're not supposed to be doing that, but your guides want me to tell you that it's okay to eat the cookie dough that way if you want. No one is going to judge you. Some people just prefer cookie dough to cookies. And they want me to say, "If God didn't want people to eat raw cookie dough, he wouldn't have created it." Accept that you are someone who prefers raw cookie dough to cookies. No shame there.
I believe this can only refer to sex... and how society looks at sexual experiences of the unmarried. Guess its ok to experiment and have fun! Ha ha! I already knew that. I am at a stage in my life where I am trying all different types of cookie dough especially young cookie dough!
Now to the spirits… what they're telling me is that you will sense a presence in your room and that there have also been instances where you hear noises or things fall off tables. Is that correct? The sense I'm getting is that this is a deceased person from your life, someone who really wants to get your attention. It's not a bad spirit and it's not a guide. Definitely a deceased relative or friend who wants you to know that he is there (feels male). Acknowledge the presence when you feel it. Also, they're telling me that you attract other spirits who are looking in on you. It's like they're curious. You're definitely attracting them though. It's like you lit a flame and said, "Here moths! Come check it out." So that's something to consider, you can blow the flame out if you want, or you can actually crank it up and get to know some of these spirits. But if they are bothering you, ask them to leave.
I think the spirit in my room is one of a deceased co-worker. He's the first one that died that I could "feel". I sensed he wanted me to give his girlfriend a message but I just couldn't figure out what he was saying. He's a hippy kinda guy and we really weren't getting along when he died. I also don't sense any sort of negative energy with him.
I do get "feelings" from different spirits, like when my mother died she made sure I knew she was experiencing such ecstatic joy and felt like sunshine. When I meditate, I can always "find" my father and usually my mother together.. like they are the same energy now. Maybe that's what the "flame" is referring to.
I asked about this because of the presence of white orbs in many of my pics taken in my bedroom. There aren't any in other rooms in my house.
Interesting energy around you, I'll say that. It was a pleasure reading for you!
I'm thinking of doing another reading since I believe I'm involved in another karmic relationship. From the moment this man messaged me, I just "knew" there was something there - something that's supposed to be. Hard to describe really.
I did finally end it with Rod although it will never be fully over since we have a son together who I get the feeling is destined for some greatness and is meant to be here. |