Successful mostly, monitarily, relationship-wise etc. There were a couple of years of transition where the world seemed off and I had no definition, or answers. Things seemed a little 'boring' in comparision as well but that may be that I chose to make it so with my intentions. Having fully believed that I was on the 'right' path at the time with so many new and spiritually stimulating things happening, it was almost like stepping into a vacuum afterwords. I felt I had no purpose, and that has been an underriding feeling since then - what is my purpose. Redefining my religious beliefs has been a rewarding path however and my faith is strong. One things for sure, I don't feel like I'm walking on eggshells any longer.
During that time, many spiritual 'powers' manifested, and since then many prayers/intentions have been answered. The only place I feel trapped is in my career, as I want to transition into my calling. I felt I was more in line with that back then, and not so much now.
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