I'm a big Steve fan. I've been reading his site for over a year on a regular basis and have posted quite a bit on these forums.
However, when it comes to Steve's articles on Polarization and Darkworkers and Lightworkers, I honestly don't have a clue what Steve is talking about.
My guess is that Steve's probably going through a growth phase right now and trying to figure out how to go from where he is now to the next level of "enlightenment" and the way he's trying to do that is by aligning every action he takes with love, and this he calls "polarization" towards love in his case. So for example, when he orders pizza he's probably asking himself "Did I order it with love?" and when he has to make the decision as to what kind of tip to give the delivery guy even though the pizza is cold because the delivery guy got lost he's thinking "What kind of tip would I give him acting out of love?" etc.
In other words, Steve's trying to align every action and thought he takes to be coming from love, not fear, but in my opinion he's missed a point. The act of JUDGING himself as a "darkworker" when he has a fearful thought or takes a fearful action is FAR WORSE than the fearful thought/action itself. It is far better to be compassionate and to accept oneself, including one's fears and not feel guilt for them, but just accept them as part of the journey.
There is no LIGHTWORKER and DARKWORKER thoughts or actions, except based on your own JUDGEMENT of your thoughts or actions in a subjective reality model. Meaning, punching the wall is neither GOOD nor BAD. It is neither a LIGHTWORKER action or a DARKWORKER action. It is only your judgement of which one it is that makes it that. To judge anything as GOOD or BAD, as LIGHT or DARK is to act out of fear.
Therefore, nobody can say they are a lightworker because if they believe they are thinking and acting out of love, that means that they must be constantly judging every thought and action they experience as being GOOD or BAD , or LIGHT or DARK, and even if every thought and action they do take is LIGHT, the JUDGING that they are doing is DARK so they are then DARK.
The only path towards true light, true love is to stop judging. If you stop judging yourself, you will stop judging others. If you stop feeling guilty about what you do, you will heal, and everyone else in your world will heal.
Anyway, just my 2 cents. I see Steve struggling with this right now, only because I'm struggling with self-judgement right now, so all I can do is be self-accepting to myself and accepting to Steve. I hope he finds his way.
One last thing I can add to maybe demonstrate this point further is if you think of eating a super healthy and life-filled fresh salad you might think that you're acting as a LIGHTWORKER, but if you ate a large tripple-chocolate cake all by yourself dripping with 2 pounds of icing sugar you might feel guilty about it and think that you're acting out of FEAR, therefore you're acting like a DARKWORKER.
Now, imaging if Jesus appeared in front of you and you asked him if he would be willing to eat the salad for you and he did. And then you asked him if he would eat the whole chocolate cake for you and he did. Do you think Jesus would be acting as a DARKWORKER while eating the cake? No. The cake wouldn't affect him at all in any bad way. Why? Because Jesus knows that there is no cake, it's just an illusion, and there's nothing to feel guilty about so he wouldn't judge himself for the action of eating the cake, just like he didn't judge those who attacked him and crucified him. He forgave them.
Anyway, I'm rambling. I do think Steve's "stuck" right now though, but will soon see the light out of this. Just my opinion though, i could be totally wrong. Maybe I'm just too dense to understand his polarization and lightworker/darkworker articles.
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