I'm almost finished with the book; I've gotten into chapter 12. The practical aspects seem to make sense and I think I've been on the edge of entering Phase 2, as he calls it, for quite some time. Just reading the book and thinking about its application has caused all of the symptoms he describes when someone enters phase two. I've been questioning a lot and have been really confused. To me, I understand exactly how the process and finding eggs can increase your wealth because it returns you to a natural state of abundance.
My problem is that from a spiritual standpoint, his description of the human game really bothers me. I've been having trouble with it all night. I can't accept that I'm here to play a game that I can't win. As he says, what the heck would be the point? Can anyone provide help?
Ever since I was a kid, I've believed that I'm here for a big purpose. The way the author describes life, which I can understand because I've studied quantum physics a little, seems so useless. Creating a life to hide my power and then find it doesn't seem like that much fun to me. Especially when I compare it to doing something like bettering others lives (although I guess others don't exist?). I'm questioning my whole life here
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