Confused and somewhat disappointed
I think that the line between light and dark is so thin it has become obsolete. If you are a lightworker, you are screwed either way you go. You give too much, you are not thinking of yourself, so you self-destruct. Because in giving you have to be able to recieve and also be happy with yourself. If you are a darkworker, you have to be powerful and giving at the same time which is contradicting. And if the darkworker commits too much evil he has self-destructed.
So which one is it. And why isn't there a third choose that make more sense and either way you go you end up happy and satified with everything in your life?
My most natural polarity is love, or lightwork. I give and give. But I am afraid to receive, because of the whole selfish thing. But how does this make me selfdestruct? Because I don't think I am selfdestructing. I think that bobbing in between light and dark is the safest (or makes more sense) bet.
I think I will stick with the light or love side. It is the nice and I think more successful side of the spectrum.
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