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In fact, when I was a teen-ager, I used to wish something bad would happen to me, like I would get hit by a car or something, so that people, like my parents, for instance, would care about me.
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yeah i would do that when i'm in one of my loneliest hours, i would imagine being in some situation where the people close to me starts blaming me for something horrible and even throwing me out of the house, only to find out that it wasn't my fault, and come looking for me again. i don't know why i have the tendency to do that on really lonely days.
i still have that habit i guese, but from what you guys are saying i think its not such a bad thing go somewhere and just think through my troubles, and let myself be open to the fact that i'm not feeling too good, instead of pretending to be happy and there is no problem in the attempt to get better, thats just not cool.
cheers everyone !