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Old 03-05-2007, 11:49 PM   #111 (permalink)
Kingston
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I agree, Lightworkers CAN receive or take, like darkworkers CAN give or pay; As a consequence of their polarized intentions.

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Originally Posted by Velorien View Post
We can sit here and theoretise all day, but I wondered if any lightworkers had actually met conscious darkworkers in daily life, or vice versa, and what they learned from the encounter.
I will share some of my experiences with both highly conscious light- and darkworkers the last 10 years or so.

The first one that comes to mind is a "shaman" I met a few years ago. He organized Jurema rituals, and I went to two of them. This kind of ceremony comes from the natives of South-America. You meditate, sing and ingest a certain root with hallucinatory properties. Only the combination of all three works to create extremely deep sense of communion, love and heavenly consciousness. The people there all radiate a loving disposition, and the money the shaman makes mostly goes to the natives of South-America. Being there with these people was a profound experience to me.

Another strong lightworker was a collegue of mine, an older woman who had cared for her troubled children for years and had a great capacity for healing. She helped me with my conflicts about the work I did and the people I worked with. She could almost read my thoughts, and use what she knew about me to comfort me.

The first highly consciouss darkworker I met in the same workplace and we were friends for short while. He had real style. Girls gravitated towards his beaming smile. He could almost magically extract all meaning from your words and actions, so after a few hours or so he knew all my hopes and fears. He could play me like a violin. At that time I didn't have much to offer, so we parted after some time. But through his vanity I could extract a few valuable lessons about the beauty of the dark side. I was refreshed by the expanding possibilities it promised, but was still afraid of the consequences of 'playing' people.

Later that year I became friends with another darkworker. I was eager to throw myself in the nightlife, and he had years of experience hitting nightclubs, drinking, networking and seducing women. He was just new in town, and our relationship started when I offered him to stay with me until he had his own space. We had a profitable relationship for a few month, he helping me have fun and sex while living in my house. If I had not known him, I would have had less "cool" friends.

But he had some troubles with paying his karmic and financial debts, so I threw him out of the house after a final warning to pay me back. I got the money back, but way late. One time I said I would be finished with him if he didn't pay me by next week. His responded with glee: "Hahahh... Then we will become enemies..!" And so it was: we have been conscious adversaries ever since. I meet him about twice a year at some party or something. First I hated him, but not anymore because I become smarter when I'm forced to deal with him. He is the first person I met without a conscience. He is all social strategy. I probably only hated him because I projected my own dark side on him. Now I have accepted it, I feel only gratitude for knowing him.

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