nvictor,
It looks like, from what you said, that you are pulling yourself in opposite directions. I can see how it adds to your frustration. I hope I an providing some insite to this and not offending you in any way. Just look at your words again.
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Originally Posted by nvictor  I don't focus too much on giving, creating, and helping. I'm focused on getting, being one of the best, and etc. Isn't it what we all do when learning something?
I've read books, followed tutorials, posted in forums, and I'm still not good at drawing. In the forums they told me to be patient, and I've been; I've been for almost 8 years. I've given up many many times though. Now that I know about polarization, I'd like to try something new by giving others what I've learnt from books and tutorials, by helping them to improve, and by replying to their posts this time. And maybe one day, I'd be able to draw as a master. |
Okay, I can understand you want to draw like a master. Da vinci and Micheangelo are Masters indeed. There are many more Artists included in the master list. I too, am an artist. I am not a Master. My art is in my core. I am sure you feel similar if you love it too. Do you love to draw? The physcal act of drawing? The act of creating? In forums you are told to be patient. You state above that you have given up many times...but now that you know about polarization...What does your statement say? Your statement says, even by skipping these vitial Master steps, -patience,-determination,-dicipline, that I can achieve Master status through polarization alone.
What makes the master artists your masters? Is it their style, their intelligence a combination of both? What about other master artists?
You have to know something else. The Masters didn't believe they were the Masters at the time. They kept working, kept going. Never giving up and using their talents to be giving, creative and helping to themselves and to others.
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Originally Posted by nvictor I believe I'm a lightworker. I want to master creative arts like drawing, making music and programming [don't ask for that one  ] |
Do you believe mastering creative arts makes you a lightworker? Are you creating, drawing, making music, programming for the highest good of all to others and to yourself?
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Originally Posted by nvictor Do you think that by helping others to achieve their goals, providing that my current knowledge is sufficient, I would make some progress? Do you think it is the right thing to do? |
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Originally Posted by nvictor How can I change this habit now? How can I help people become good at drawing [for example] when I'm still myself in the learning process? |
You are asking, by helping others reach their goals, in turn will I reach my own? The answer here is no. I know you want to be a master artist. Then BE it. I know you want to help others. Help them and in turn help yourself. You can do and be both. Be patient with youself because you will have to be patient while teaching others. To be a master at anything, you will need keep learning, growing and believing. Teach others what you have learned yourself. Never give up.