Hi all!
Caught a thread which asked about fear and its opposite so thought i'd chip in a little
From what i've learnt from "Goldman Method", Fear is defined as
"an expectation that something will turn out bad"
and therefore the opposite is, "an expectation that something will turn out good" which == "faith"
So anyway, i have a question regarding light/darkworkers.
My character is such that i'd love to have peace as much as possible. However this peace seems to me to only be attainable(concluded from my own experience of living with myself for 24 years) when everyone accepts my word as the truth and does them. So when i feel like i'm being "overpowered" or that there is someone with a stronger presence than myself, i get upset.
Typical darkworker. As i'd say myself. I'd want to have as much power as i can get, so the less chance i'd find someone who can have as much power as i do.
I do sometimes, try to overpower others in areas like speech, presence, by acting like i'm supremely confident. Which sometimes i do feel. However it is more often the confidence of a darkworker, that nothing can best me more than the knowledge than nothing can hurt me if i don't allow it too.
I did sales actively for a period of time. And i must say that although i was sometimes good at it, i find myself emotionally exhausted after that. Almost always, a surge of wanting to be "better" than the prospects dictated the way i speak, carry myself. Like i spent so much energy putting up a front of confidence such that i can overpower them. Does that mean i'm subconsciously a darkworker while my conscious mind keeps telling me that i'm a lightworker?
I can see the power of a darkworker.
In Love and Light
Larrious