I think maybe someone have hesitance that I focus wrongly o the negative thing.
No, no,
I just want to grow!
Anw, thank for all the vibes I receive (from you, from spirit guides, from God, ...), I feel the answer is that I need to go deeper in myself (to churning and self-talking) and my (subconsious) mind need more silence.
This morning, I had a nice experience about it. After it, I can feel the integrity in my heart. Oops
, I love it so so much!