THE FREE RADICAL INFLUENCE
Darkworkers fit the description of a free radical perfectly. Free radicals are defined as an atom or molecule with one unmatched electron, and will indiscriminately steal electrons from neighboring atoms or molecules. This is a microcosm of what we see daily in the world around us. Free radicals are also very unstable, due to their imbalanced nature. The stealing of energy to complete oneself is a symptom of what are referred to as “energy vampires”, and while the outset of choosing to be a Darkworker is alright by Steve Pavlina’s definition, the bigger picture reveals the disruption this can cause. Darkwork requires unsustainable behavior, whereas Lightworkers are accessing unlimited abundance of universal energy, and applying it to the good of all. Free radicals and Darkworkers absorb stolen energy for themselves. They steal energy, rather than align with the Light…this cannot be a judgment call, because it’s a statement of facts. It’s also the mechanics of balances I, for one, do not yet understand. But I do know about free radicals and energy vampires, and they are within the realm of Darkwork.
In quantum mechanics, the balances between light and darkness becomes a more fringe field for mere humans. It is by being in the thought stream and spirit world one would glean the best comprehensions about such workings, and that is not the topic at hand, though a spin-off study some may wish to look into.
One of my life "courses" has been the study of human parasites. The variety is amazing. Each parasite has an energy they draw...no two parasites are the same, though the mode of extraction may be similar.
In simplest terms, there are "energy givers"...those who seem to energise others just by being positive...and "energy takers"...aptly illustrated with the expression "drama queens". But there are many other variations of the drama queen; those chronically depressed, and let everyone in the room know it; those who ask unending questions that are designed to never resolve; "Titus Canbe" ("Bringing Up Father" comic strip) seemed to never have anything of his own, always the constant borrower.
In the book "Celestine Prophecy" we glean the expression "control drama", which is the real-life soap opera of those who are always on the outs with somebody, and they tend to try and suck you in to this little game. This has been my undoing many times during my life, and I have learned to avoid taking sides, drawing strong opinions, and harboring extremes.
Darkworkers may be polarized for the right reasons, but as others have pointed out, they eventually are going to be confronted by the Cosmic Mafia. Depending on how seriously the polarized take Darkwork, and how tempting the offers are they receive, they may find themselves way over their heads. As with any corruption, it will deteriorate to unknown ends. My own end of Darkwork was a personal cognizance. I have written about it extensively and will provide an URL where you can access that information.
Mine is a unique story, so far as I can tell, spanning over an unknown amount of lifetime. Since the universe does not operate in a linear fashion, it’s nearly impossible to gauge how old my spirit is, and how long various lifetimes endured. But I do know that through it all, there was a “group” watching me at all times, and this “group” is still with me today. I simply refer to them as “guide spirits”, and they are alright with that. I have definite memories from past lifetimes, and many of those lifetimes were lived in deceit, usery and at times, murder. These memories prompted me to begin the Timed Dancing Project back in 2005, and again, I will provide an URL for access to the information. As the project evolved, I began as well to address my alcoholism, and was absolutely astounded to find that the 12 steps of recovery were identical to what I was doing metaphysically. I had been guided, just like Bill Wilson, to return to the Light. So I assure you it’s a definite pattern, a vibrational frequency that outlines the Light path. And as I said before, we are encouraged to focus on a “God of OUR understanding”, which actually facilitates our specific soul frequency. Just as “The Music Of Spheres” is the tonal quality of all the planet’s vibration, so also do humans have “music”…radio frequencies…that can harmonize (“resonate”, to use Dr. Masaru Emoto’s apt phrase) or disharmonize.
If you have chosen Darkwork, you probably do not have a prior life-experience of it, and I can only assure you that you will eventually be the better for it. Be forewarned that it may take you on a journey of several human lifetimes before you re-emerge. That being said, you also have Eternity to do things, and it won’t be a waste of time. However, if you are one of the fortunate persons who can learn without hands-on experience, you might be better off staying in the Light.
As Steve has wisely said, not everybody is cut out to BE a Lightworker. Some are simply having a human experience. There is much to learn from simply BEING human; Lightwork does, indeed, take commitment, and Lightworkers are severely scrutinized, for good reason.
For those interested in further reading on my essays, I offer the following:
The Original Timed Dancing Project
the ORIGINAL Timed Dancing Project
Eternity Time-Line
Eternity Time-Line
Free Radical Thesis
FreeRadical Thesis
Re-Wired: The Ascension Process
RE-WIRED: The Ascension Process
Industrial Disease
Industrial Disease
It is my hope this essay has brought you some insight. It is my intention to share this information freely, and thus it remains in the public domain.
Love, Light and Laughter in abundance,
royster