Great question!
I want to know exactly what bloody hell is going on!!!!!!
I find a level of understanding in subject reality, but it falls over when it comes to the one consciousness part and I'm manifesting everything including my loved ones. What I really what to know is, where do my solutions actually come from.
I set a goal/intention and it manifests, or it gives me the method so I manifest it. I know this is happening, I've seen it. Sometimes the answer pops into my head (where from I have no idea) and sometimes the answer presents itself in reality, without me having to do anything.
What's really kooky is earlier today I was thinking that I was tired of not knowing and wanted some new information to help me figure it out. I came home, came here and there's a post covering this very subject.
So that means that one of you is going to tell me exactly what the #@%&#* is going on.
I would like nothing better than the truth to be presented to me.
I suppose the only thing that can happen is that I find an answer that 'feels' right. Right now I'm 70% SR 10% OR and the other 20% is complete confusion. I suppose partial SR is the best I can fathom.
I think total subjective reality is rather pointless, because it means you are God, but you've made yourself somewhat powerless to truly enjoy a physical reality, with that kind of thinking the whole thing gets really messy real fast.
Questions like why bother at all? Why care about anything? If you're truly the one consciousness, then isn't it pointless to even bother with a physical reality? How could physcial reality even rival being God?
Good question, looking forward to reading everyone's take on this.
Jeff