Thanks so much people that has been very helpful, it got delayed till 2moro morning which I was pleased about. Not because I dont want to do it, just felt like I needed to clear myself a bit.
In turn...
Lamusa- I will use the yellow light thank you (in fact it reminds of some yellow sunglasses I had when working in Africa, we called them ''happy glasses'' cos they made everything seem jus that haha.
Bananya- at first when everything became real ie contract arriving etc, I did feel a little anxious. No more the same with any decision that would change alot of how I live. Generally for the few weeks in between then and now Ive mostly been calm and grounded. A little excited and a little nervous but no extreme emotion. I have been very much more 'in the present' for a while now and whenever I felt fear, I just concentrate on my breathing allow myself to realise that all will be good.
The Master- thanks again for your kind words and practical advice. I have done this already and it makes me feel very well.... grounded. I feel back in control of my emotions and mind, and youre right I did feel taller and much bigger. I will pratice this as often as I need. Thank you.
PS While I was writing this someone brought me a map of the area I will be going to 2moro, it were shaded in yellow haha... brilliant!!! The other areas were shaded blue and green, hope theyre good colours to haha
Thanks again all!!
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