[dally]

thanks mattson your so right, i guess my problem wasnt values or even living by them. accually the problem was all in my head and the way i was thinking about a situation i do this sometimes.

well to let you know what was going on, my problem is more about living in someone else reality of life may it be friends, family, or a relationship. in a way letting other people dictate what your standerd of living is. as appose to your own standerd of life meaning value, purpose ect.

for example, lets say your family, peers or spouse is a certain religion but you feel thats not the right religion for you. why should you be in a place if you feel its not right for you? oh by the way this is not my problem. lol

you were so right i was venting. i have done alot of work on myself to rid me of living in other peoples reality. it just so happen last night i fell in the same problem i had that i thought was gone for good. but i think now im back on the right track. sorry and thanks to everyones help i appreciate it.