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john6630 · 03-03-2007, 05:14 AM

Hi NightOwlVision, Shindra and all,
I have been doing a lot of thinking about SubR and ObjR. In the end it all boils down to a belief system...but here is the rub for me ...

I lost my 30 year old son 3 years ago. In your post, Shindra, you atribute that loss to my unintentional manifestation - he is dead or in the past because I think it. Here is my delima, I want very much to have my son back. Not a day goes by that I dont ask the Universe to return him...yet I can not manifest this -the most powerful desire, intention, I have. So if SubR is the only reality and is MY reality, why can't I manifest this intense intention? And even though I can not manifest this very strong intention, I am still expected to believe I can/do manifest more mundane desires? I do believe in the LoA. I have many examples throughout my life where it has and still does work for me. But I know of no way the LoA brought this event to me. I can only see how this happens if I am a SubR within the greater context of an ObjR and within that objective reality, there are events and laws that I do not manifest and can not control.

My big issue with SubR is that the answer is always the same...it is because I made it so... I am having a hard time accepting that. I do believe in the LoA but within the limits of an ObjR. And I find the possiblilites so much more satisfying when I believe I am interacting with other SubR's in that wider reality.

BTW, NightOwl, I do believe in the holographic universe idea. I read (some time ago) Michael Talbot's Holographic Universe and find David Bohm's ideas quite compelling. I believe they paint a strong picture for the ObjR I am comfortable with.

So, there you have my paradox...my son's death, my strong intentions and the lack of manifestation. As far as I can see (sadly), once dead, always dead since that is the law of the Universe.

Confusedly Yours,
John

PS...How do you guys get those quote boxes in your replys? (Since I am manifesting your actions, I should know, but I dont LOL)

03-03-2007, 05:14 AM	#20 (permalink)
john6630 Junior Member Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 7	Still contemplating Hi NightOwlVision, Shindra and all, I have been doing a lot of thinking about SubR and ObjR. In the end it all boils down to a belief system...but here is the rub for me ... I lost my 30 year old son 3 years ago. In your post, Shindra, you atribute that loss to my unintentional manifestation - he is dead or in the past because I think it. Here is my delima, I want very much to have my son back. Not a day goes by that I dont ask the Universe to return him...yet I can not manifest this -the most powerful desire, intention, I have. So if SubR is the only reality and is MY reality, why can't I manifest this intense intention? And even though I can not manifest this very strong intention, I am still expected to believe I can/do manifest more mundane desires? I do believe in the LoA. I have many examples throughout my life where it has and still does work for me. But I know of no way the LoA brought this event to me. I can only see how this happens if I am a SubR within the greater context of an ObjR and within that objective reality, there are events and laws that I do not manifest and can not control. My big issue with SubR is that the answer is always the same...it is because I made it so... I am having a hard time accepting that. I do believe in the LoA but within the limits of an ObjR. And I find the possiblilites so much more satisfying when I believe I am interacting with other SubR's in that wider reality. BTW, NightOwl, I do believe in the holographic universe idea. I read (some time ago) Michael Talbot's Holographic Universe and find David Bohm's ideas quite compelling. I believe they paint a strong picture for the ObjR I am comfortable with. So, there you have my paradox...my son's death, my strong intentions and the lack of manifestation. As far as I can see (sadly), once dead, always dead since that is the law of the Universe. Confusedly Yours, John PS...How do you guys get those quote boxes in your replys? (Since I am manifesting your actions, I should know, but I dont LOL)