Originally Posted by Erin Pavlina
You're a lightworker who chose to incarnate to help our planet and the people on it remember where they came from, to grow, learn, help others, and live compassionately.
You chose parents who were very fear based to test yourself. you have given in to the fear. This is why you panic.
You are Clark Kent with amnesia. give up your psychic abilities if you want. But they are part of you. Even with amnesia, Clark Kent still has superstrength. Try to suppress it, avoid it, ignore it, pretend it's not there, and you will just be railing against your true nature.
Let go of your past. Let go of the fear. Remember why you're here. Then you will be truly free.
I just sent that reply to the other person and then I saw yours.
I will look up the term lightworker, just so I know what you mean by that.
Based upon your idea that I chose my parents to test myself, is this why I kept choosing partners and friends that were fear based like my parents? So, what's the point in me needing to test myself? What do I profit out of doing something so stupid as that? It just sounds like an absolutely lunatic and useless thing to do to myself.
Clark Kent, eh? Funny you should use him to describe me...the Superman comic books were my first love to read and I remember as a little tiny girl, running around the back yard with my blanky wrapped around me and pretended I was Superman. Not a girly thing to play, but I didn't care.
But, to this day, Superman is still my very respected hero!
Yeah...I have the forgiving aspect down towards my parents and I have actually allowed myself to thank them for what experiences I went through, cause who knows how those experiences will benefit me later on...but, I know from being on this site and finally getting this stuff out of my system, that I allow fear to run my life too much at times..and I don't want to anymore.
Thank you again,