Simply from what I've realised through observing my own thoughts, I'm wondering: if darkworkers are fear-based in their intentions/reality... if they were to naturally progress in their personal growth (which would obviously be out of self-interest/reactive initially) would they eventually get to thinking in terms of love-based, and turn lightworker? IE: is lightworker the eventual choice if you were to consciously pursue growth? At first I got into personal growth simply from a reactive, fear-based perspective (I felt like I was lacking, and needed to be stronger/better - model example of fear-based, huh?
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But now, from simply learning more about myself and my thoughts/beliefs... I'm starting to feel a hell of a lot better, and especially really grateful for everything around me. My intentions now aren't fear-based anymore, because I'm just content/happy, in itself (it's unconditional). (I feel like what Steve would call "Level 2 Gratitude" is just coming automatically, really.) I'm starting to think more about "spreading the love" so to speak, and helping people, and all this stuff that I'd never consider doing about 6 months ago (when I was in it just to feel good, and be better than everyone, and "show up" everyone to how cool I was, etc). I feel a lot more calmer and zen, letting go of what people really think of "me", and thinking more toward how I can improve the quality of everything around.
IMO it looks like you COULD live like a darkworker just fine... but over time, intelligently pursuing your growth (+ being open about everything you believe and think) ... would you eventually turn lightworker? Just a thought.