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Originally Posted by PerDev I don;t think its Darkworker or Lightworker, Its just perception you use anytime. |
But isn't it based on how you view the world? Everybody thinks differently, and that's all perception is, but how you focus and direct it is what really matters. I happen to believe we are all love-based beings. How that love is directed can only go two ways, and I choose to let it flow into and through me where it leaves my essence in its wake. In that sense, being a darkworker is synonymous with my belief-system, and my perception is only a reflection of that inner tranquility.
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I've been rooting for about a week now. I'm a stern believer in chakra energy and meditation, and I'm already seeing benefits from doing the
exercise. I've arrived at the point where I can meditate and have a clear mental picture of my root charging and my body firing up. My insecurities are waning, I have more confidence around other people, and I've noticed that women are a bit more receptive to me. My biggest challenge is destroying the negative self-image I've created, so needless to say, I'm excited to continue.
In the next couple of days I'll be moved out of my apartment and back in with my Dad. Although I'm excited, I know there will be some difficulties ahead, but I foresee us both coming out of this experience with a stronger bond. More importantly, the time spent with him will create the environment I need to get out from the holes I've dug for myself. In that end, this new step forward is only the beginning...