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Dharma · 03-02-2007, 02:42 AM

Good reply JHL.

If you work with a counselor, focus on the self-loathing part.

Looking at what you're doing literally is: "I eat my own ************".
(looks like I got filtered, 4 letter word begins with s)

And also looking at what poo and urine is... it's a waste product of the body. So, "I never let go of what I'm trying to get rid of. I have a habit of putting it back in me."

So I think you have a lot of buried negative feelings about yourself and you never let them go fully.

You WILL get over this. Yes you will. You have courage and that's the first step.

03-02-2007, 02:42 AM	#7 (permalink)
Dharma Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: NM, USA Posts: 986	Good reply JHL. If you work with a counselor, focus on the self-loathing part. Looking at what you're doing literally is: "I eat my own ***********". (looks like I got filtered, 4 letter word begins with s) And also looking at what poo and urine is... it's a waste product of the body. So, "I never let go of what I'm trying to get rid of. I have a habit of putting it back in me." So I think you have a lot of buried negative feelings about yourself and you never let them go fully. You WILL get over this. Yes you will. You have courage and that's the first step. __________________ --There's nowhere to go, nothing to do. My blog -- New content coming soon. Last edited by Dharma; 03-02-2007 at 02:44 AM. Reason: got filtered.... put in a clue cuz the wording is important*