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Originally Posted by nina523  But I decided that today, the beginning of a new month, is going to mark a new beginning for me.
Despite my heart-ache I still have hope that there is still someone out there that I am meant to be with. |
That doesn't sound like a new beginning for you. Letting go of any expectation the future may bring might be a new beginning for you. Hoping something will happen in the future sounds like an old habit. Live for today.
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Originally Posted by nina523 I just need to get through this pain without any anger or resentment so that I can give us the opportunity to find each other. |
No, no, no... feel what you feel and express it. The only thing wrong with anger or resentment is holding it back. Cry to your girlfriend or beat up a pillow. Express, express, express. This will open space for your new relationship and other possibilities to come into your life.