Hi qiflow.
I relate to what you say about experiencing 'energy.' I practice tai chi and aikido and sense a kind of resistence as well as complimentary forces around me. How I perceive my feelings enables me to reaffirm where I am. I choose to believe I work in parallel with this energy to influence the sensations and benefits I experience. I also sense this energy is connected to something greater than myself. I have faith that everything in the Universe can be interpreted as visible or not visible to our senses based on vibration or combination of vibrations. Every atom, or part of an atom, every electron, or every elementary “particle”, even our thoughts and awareness can be read as vibrations in relation to each other.