Thank you Steve! You have no idea what perfect timing these articles are for me. (Also the Star Wars analogy is perfect as I love Star Wars and can pick out each scenario you are talking about and how it relates.) This makes so much more sense as to why I have been having major conflicting issues in my life's work. I have been struggling so much lately with what it is I need to choose...lightworker over darkworker. I want to be a lightworker, but as I think of more money out of initial fear based thinking, I can see how it is negating my desire to continue on the path of giving for the highest good of all...which is what I ultimately want to do in my life.
Outflow of love has always felt so much better to me in my work, as soon as the fear based thinking starts I start to panic and think I may be choosing to do the wrong thing. I get all miscombobulated. I think my initial fear based thinking comes from my ego which tells me..."if you keep giving yourself like this, you will never make a living at it"...or..."if you do what your heart desires no one else will recognise the fact that it's valuable."...or You "need" to make more money if you want to live here (which is true, but...). Are you willing to choose a job for the money that isn't for the highest good of all, out of greed for more money?" The answer to the last question, has been "No, I won't", but I have been stuck in limbo without progressing forward, out of fear. Fear has crippled me from moving forward and I didn't even realize that, until you started to explain more how polarization works.
I think this is where some deep soul searching comes in for me. I am having trouble still with the "What", but at least I know that whatever it is, I can contribute out of Love and I can believe it will support me in ways I am not aware of yet. I will work on this.
