Thank you all for your replies. I apologize for the lateness of the reply, but there was no internet at my hotel. I spent the weekend in a Persuasion Seminar in Orlando, Florida.
@Chui: Thank you for your answer. The Hindu story is beautiful.
@Lychee: Of course I can elaborate. I can show you your side of the experience.
I know you probably have a friends that you really like, someone who's really happy and whom you really enjoy being around. Imagine that you're at a slightly boring party all alone and suddenly this friend taps you on the shoulder. You look around, recognize him and instantly your whole mood changes. Within seconds you become happy, start enjoying yourself and have a good time.
Now imagine that a complete stranger does the same. A complete stranger taps you on the shoulder. You look around and there's something about this person that just makes you smile. He starts talking to you and you light up inside, while a few minutes ago you were still really bored.
When I was in that state, I was that stranger. I could look at people and their boredom or ''negative'' states, wouldn't last for more than a few seconds, and almost instantly they would become like 'me'; happy, joyful, cheerful and a tad ironic
@natopoto11: I would love the book. Even though I haven't connected these two experiences yet, I do know that right now I am in the transition of roles you described.
@Steve: Perfection and completeness. Those two words hit home. I realize that in that state I was afraid that somehow I couldn't find everything in there. I believed there needed to be 'others' to find completeness.
I can also confirm that in that state there really is no 'better'. I don't believe the word 'improvement' ever popped into my mind.