I'm awaiting further reports and following your progress. Your case is interesting, I've never seen a future Prince take the throne with such a strong need for approval -- it would be fascinating to me to see how that flowering would bloom. Would it remain? If so, how would it find expression?
Brief advice: Discipline you have, its self-love which is deficient but growing, as manifest in the breakup. The goals you have set will far more naturally click into place when this re-balancing takes place.
Continue to put your awareness, time, and effort in self-love and self-examination. Water that seed. Search and destroy, all self-hatred, dislike, doubt.
You will know this process is successful when you are beginning to embrace your current flaws warmly as marks of identity, but at the same time are not loosing the drive to reach beyond them.
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